LAYERS

There's a layer in front of me
I can't see
There's a layer in front of me
I don't want to feel
There's a layer in front of me
I can't be me
There's a layer in front of me
hug me
There's a layer in front of me
any shoulder for me?
There's a layer in front of me
get me out of my skin
There's a layer in front of me
Can you see?
There's a layer in front of me
mom,dad,mom,mamor,dad,kicsim?
There's a layer in front of me
tears
and it's aching
I see stars
not precisely bright
not precisely up in the sky
but everywhere I look
a layer in front of me
of salt water
and a second or two
it's all that it took
and I can't see beyond it
help me see beyond it
exchange my tears for dreams
tell me not always the bigger wins
and I can lose
I won't refuse
If you are with me when I fall
would you receive my call?
my friend, listen to me when I say
that all I want is to share
is anyone listening out there?
outside of this wall
what a layer can become
layers of oil,water and mucose
how far can I come?
how far have I gone?
like a massive explosive bomb
wrong,dumb
be here for me
being alone can last so long
or it's need sometime
or it can feel the worse
give me a hand to hold
it can't be that wrong
while falling could never stop
but I'm here
begging for a place
my message could be reached
from this dream
I've been pinched
but I'd rather to believe
while a tear's a layer in front of me
it is.

2:41am
25.09.13