WHAT IS?

What is?
If I have not given enough
What is?
When I thought I was giving my all
What is?
I haven't grown enough
What is?
Not doing what I was told
What is?
A light weight but it feels bold
What is?
I haven't chosen the right role
What is?
I send letters in the wrong plane
What is?
Arrived somewhere in the wrong lane
What is?
But baby it's not there to stay
What is?
Nothing really if you see it that way
What is?
Thought it's earth where I'm stepping on
What is?
If its not earth then this body floats
What is?
Maybe is not the air, it doesn't work that way
What is?
What would be of me if I had no faith
What is?
It is something that pushes me forward
What is?
Ahead is where I'm going, I don't want a war
What is?
Wars inside me once in a lifetime I won, just one
What is?
One is a number of who won't be here
What is?
Numbers are to be count, no fingers for the amount
What is?
It is a story, a new feeling found
What is?
It's the same old song without a sound
What is?
Caress me until there is no doubt
What is?
A touch of a hand, please not just one round
What is?
Lost the subject of what was profound
What is?
Fed the need and now I'm tired and bound
What is?
Bound to be where I am right now
What is?
I don't know this place I got here somehow
What is?
Been here done that, not to say a 'wow'
What is?
where am I?
Does this sound like I'm screaming for help?
Last but not least I didn't mention I'm ok with myself,
What is?
My head and the wood, and the drink in my head, and my arms with my face, closing eyes on the shelf.
15.03.14
3:06am