TROUGH THIS NIGHT

The street is quiet in this night
the cats keep going with their lives
that watch's not working and that's fine
cause if I stay awake tonight
the sun could tell me and that's all right


And I am wanting to walk
wanting to scream
wanting to hide
and disappear just for one night
trying not think
trying to get by
all trough the night


This cigarette keeps going down
telling me hurt yourself calm down
while I feel lost and never found
and things seem all messed around
so I could go and walk these streets
but danger keeps telling me sit, trust me


And I am wanting to walk
wanting to scream
wanting to talk
and then disappear and be just fine
trying not to think
trying to get by
all trough this night


But how can I make it?
when their voices come next to me
and none can just take me
without their hands I am breaking
threatening to myself
they say: "you will not make it"


If we're not far
just get me trough this night
and never let me
If I go to their door
the chase stops
I think I'll never make it


I'm wanting to walk
wanting a hand
wanting a place to hide
so I would just disappear
and would wake up
in a better place
than where I am this night


I would not think
could just get by
all trough this night
this night
these endless nights
get me out of this night
all trough the night.


12:34am
7.14.15