WISH

I was driving home
I was whistling my favorite songs
WISHING THE BEST FOR YOU
which was the best for us
Then I started to sing
Felt the horror of being alone
I feel I was unheard
that time is gone
still going through the horror and pain 
It's been a cross hard to bear 
let's say

Words are all that's left
somewhere in space
and see nothing but myself
that's what the screen reflects
I've been dreaming awake
been wishing and being heard
maybe wished the wrong way
but what I wish I get
in so many different ways
I couldn't explain

What once was there
and actually happened there
I bring it back and see it with my own eyes
I hope they don't go through the same
and know it's not up to me
It's someone else's wish
could be their own fate
or a wish gone to the wrong way
but I see it happening right there
I really wish I could actually help
sooner or later I'll do it my way

I drove back home
the place I used to call home
not knowing what would happen next
ignoring things could actually happen
and lived my life the same way
but I can't regret
don't want to live in despair
I've been heard in some way
it was wrong for some time
but can be done the right way
I beg, I pray and I swear

This time for real
already went through what I used to fear
from time to time I'll be shedding a tear
and do what it takes for this soul to heal
still wandering through dangerous places
but it's never been clearer
what I want to see in their faces
and I wish it can change
and what I wish and I want, I get
not working on an ambitious plan,
just being heard, let's say

10062016
4:59am

 

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