OVER

How do I get over?😢
'cause I can't, I can't get over
when I see your face I can't get over
when I see a mom and a kid I can't get over
and sometimes I wish my life is over
'cause I can't, no I can't get over

When I see a wheelchair I can't get over
when I'm in the kitchen I can't get over
when I watch tv, in the living room, I can't get over
when I see an old lady with her grandson, I can't get over
when I see a renault clio I can't get over

When I see your stuff I can't get over
when I go to buy food I can't get over
when I go out with Molly I can't get over
when I see your picture smiling I can't get over
when I think of Panamá, I can't get over

When I open the fridge I can't get over
when I come home alone I can't get over
when I'm asked who do I live with, I can't get over
when I go to the mall I can't get over
when I'm not feeling well I can't get over

When I think of Molly alone at home, I can't get over
when I go to a restaurant alone, I can't get over
it has been hard so hard to realize that family is over
to think I have to make a life alone and move over
then I see no one to share it with and I want it to be over

'Cause I can't, no I can't get over
might have dealed with this before but I can't get over
then I drink to avoid being sober
just to realize it gets worse with a hangover
but sometimes I rather go out to have fun to forget everything's over
than to eat the next day 'cause I spent it all on drinks and a cover 
but still I can't, no I can't get over

I think of all they did for me and I can't get over
I think of homeless people and I can't get over
I see a healthy old lady and I can't get over
'cause I think she could've been you and your life is over
I see someone who's suffered a stroke and I can't get over

so how do I? How do I get over?
when the love of a mother, your love would've never been over
and it's gone forever, in this world, in my mind it's not over
but it doesn't help too much, I'm sorry, I can't get over
when I think of your words, when I go to a hospital I can't get over

When Molly comes to me when I'm sad, like now, I can't get over
when I go for clothes, I can't get over
when I travel and see people together, I can't get over
when I go to work, when I go for lunch, I can't get over
when I check old pics, old videos, old facebook posts,
your comments, your pc, your table where you used to sit in front of
checking facebook on the bed, I can't get over

I have had a hard time realizing your life is over
and remembering how I held your hand until time was over
wanting to wake you up, but knowing it was over
and my dreams were over
how I went home to pick your clothes and carrying it over
and at night not having a happy new year, I wanted it over

I lose sleep 'cause I can't get over
I see lovers, holding hands at the peak of love and I can't get over
I have it clear it's all over
I just wonder why your life was over
and when I think of a future without you, I can't get over

I can go from being sober to have a hangover,
I can deal with a fifteen minutes relationship or lover,
I can pretend I'm strong, I know I have a lot to discover
but you are that part of my life I will never recover
and I fear I'll deal with it until my life is over
maybe I pretend I want to, but I don't and I can't get over💔

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