WORSE VIEW

Mother, father, sister
Where are you? 
Mother, father take care of her 
I can't reach you
Not yet
I have a couple things to do
Before I get there

Somewhere I don't know where you are
I want to expect something about life

Staring to the sky
Send me a sign
Your shape in a cloud
Tasting tears in my mouth
Stare to the ground
There is no sound
In the dark I'm down
A king without his crown
Feeling nowhere to be found

Where are you? 

Nothing but whispers of your voices
Losing that thing that starts a fire
Darkness blows the candles
The family I admired
The only one I knew
Friends, I have a few
In the dark I get the worse view

Somewhere I don't know where I am
Help me understand where I stand 

Staring to my eyes
She said everything's gonna be fine
When I was lying in the ground
To her feet, down
Shut my mouth, 
She gave up her crown
Her voice was the sound
Outside a dark cloud
Now she's nowhere to be found

Where are you? 
What did I do? 
I shouldn't have said
What I said and cried
Right in front of her
With tears in her eyes
Giving up giving up 
She was the last
The last one
Mother, father, sister
You took with you all of my heart
I'm breaking up
This dark cycle
Death came to take all I had
I'm giving up, giving up
Being taken by death's hand
Take mine, take mine
I have cried, 
I shouldn't have said
What I said right in front of her wet eyes
Now I'm falling apart
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I know you listen to my heart
You took it and I have a little left 
Of love to give, life to live
Although I've been thrown to a side
You were the only ones by my side
I shouldn't have cried in front of her
Now I can't reach her
I've been through a lot and yet I'm a fool
Help me understand where I stand 
I need you
Don't even know where I am
Where are you? 

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