BIG THINGS

I've watched it all go

Since I was born 

I've been prepared for this

I feel something growing in

First loss four years

Second one brought fears

Third I knew it was coming 

Fourth I'm still mourning

And what I've lost in between 

The castle's almost empty, one's left in

I feel this thing 

It's happening 

I'm not like everyone else

I've learned how to handle pain

So I'm prepared

Big things come this way 

I don't even know how to explain 

I could take it all or a bit

But it's big, so big, 

Bigger than you, bigger than me

I've faced my fears like a pro

Still learning how to stand like a pro

But I act as if I know

Cause when you show you're weak

You become weaker than weak

And then I'm not ready

Loveless a bit

No one's more alone than this

Poor me

Then I feel this thing

Happening right inside

In front of me

It's bigger than you and me

And I'm prepared 

I know I came to be big but hey

I'm never giving up who I am

I could take it all or a bit

Sharing with you, it's too big 

Giving to you of what's bigger than me

Be it sooner or later 

I feel it closer than ever

Thinking of them, thinking of you, thinking of her

I know it's bigger than word mother 

And no it's not something called home

And when I know it's not that

I don't feel that alone

Cause it's getting closer while I'm in this world

I'm just a human being as strong as I can be

Different from others it could be

Big things have no walls

It is to be shared 

It is to you all 

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12:47pm