WHAT'S LEFT AFTER A NIGHT OUT


Went down to the depths of my heart and
Found out there's someone I'm turning in
Floating in the air like my sign is
It wants to go out but don't know when and
It felt like there's no oxygen when
I tried to breathe in cause it felt like swimming
A ground full of blood where I was standing 
Started to shake when I walked through it and
Tears like the rain and clouds their best friend
Clouds are the thoughts, I heard their calling
They were screaming so loud I felt like dying
I tried to go out of the depths and it was when
I went back to the world, a few more shots and
They said: are you OK? I said I'm just thinking 
Little they knew that I was drowning 
Then dancing forgot I went to the depths and 
Stared to the lights and went back to it
That dark place with blood where's always raining
Music stopped and I can't remember when
A voice told me: David, what are you doing? 
Suddenly somehow I was just floating
I asked to this voice: where am I being taken? 
Said: Let go of these things they are not helping
The walls full of blood started melting
I was out of myself back in the real world when 
I looked to myself walking drunk with friends
It was supposed to be fun but it wasn't working
Well then the voice was right but I'm guessing 
What if this is a dream? Am I going crazy? 
Lost in the thoughts but they couldn't guess it
I started to fall I was afraid when
I fell and I woke I was in my bed and
Drunk and alone I started thinking 
The one who I saw, is he what I'll turn in? 
The depths of my heart seemed so dark and
So cold without air, with no oxygen there
The place where he lives but he wasn't drowning
I don't want to be him, I need air, what my sign is
I float without strings, I know what I need and
I think I know now whose that voice is
Divided in three to see what I get in
The drunk and alone, the new creature born and
The one that's floating
You float or you fall to the depths within
Hangover, my head, makes me feel like dying in
Could get drunk for free you know it takes you where
The bad people end when you think it's helping
Can't go with the flow, guess I need to stop and
Clean up all the mess I've thrown to the depths when
I feel in control but I'm only wasting 
Myself and that's why then I feel like breaking
To restart, to begin but I can't decide when 
The one in the depths is not what I'll turn into and
I'm free to decide the world I live in
I'm air like my sign and I need it to live with

3:22pm
13102017


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