TO WRITE IT

Everytime feels like it's the first time
Little things make me so excited
I've been thinking about it, I've been thinking about it
And I've stopped but I'm still thinking about it
And then I'm dreaming about it
And it's all about it

Then I think it's the right time to make it
But I stop myself, I can't help it

Mother earth can you help me?
When you inspire me a lot
But I can't make it
When every single thing around reminds me
Every single thing I did
And the things I didn't do
And it stops me

Every time is the first time
It's the first day of the rest of my life
And just when I get too excited
Words just come and I'm about to write it
I block my way around it, I block myself about it
And I've been thinking about it
At least I'm here to write it

There's a lot I'm letting go of
Held my fingers for so long, things I've had enough of

I've asked god and the universe to help me
I've been inspired for so long
But something stops me
Something beyond my understanding
Maybe it's everything I did
And everything I did wrong
The things that are keeping me from being me

I've asked the moon
I've asked the stars
If I could ever go back
Looking back to the past
And the past is gone
Then my words are gone
And it kept me from writing for so long

And then I realize it's not the past
And the things that I've lived long ago
These things are not keeping me from writing all along
It's something else, something I say to myself
You don't know, you don't know
But I know

Can technology help me?
It's something we're surrounded of
But is it helping?
Something beyond our understanding
I blame it on my own thoughts ending
But there's something wrong
When I'm staring to a screen all day
But it's stopping me
And It's not something I'm taking control of

But it's coming to an end
These things I need to let go of
Things I can't tell to a friend
Things I do, I did wrong and can't mend
Things I've had enough of

Because I'm thinking about this
This need will be always with me
And with each word I fight it
And I'm excited to write it

To
Write
It

07052019
9:55pm







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