PLANTS

Being sad
like always mad
am I supposed to be where I'm at?
can I stop talking about  what I go through?
and where I'm not
How to start?

Earth is where I live
Plants fighting to live
and I've seen, we've seen
what it costs to stay here
what do we do?
Yes, we destroy it

Destroy us, beyond us
there are some things they don't see
and I became part of it
a sky always blue above us
we tend to fear what's around us
when we don't see, say we don't want to see
What's behind us, in front of us
all around us

I got lost in the thoughts
Do I think too much? Maybe not

A storm comes tonight
like it's washing the night
of my thoughts
in the dark hole I'm coming out from
it's taken so long to come out, bored
trying so hard to come out, born
in every new day to heal and mourn
the fact that I'm torn

Can't take for granted a space
being part of something
being part of something I felt and it fade
being real, being a human being
being who I was before what I used to say what I was
and who I am it's unknown
haven't seen myself in places I haven't gone
before

Blue, green, yellow,
were my favorite colors
as if I knew, what was to come, what a horror
I always preferred black and sorrow

Black as the space we don't know
we keep bringing what it's hurting our planet, beloved,
I'm sorry it hurts me to accept what's unknown
the unknown pain our earth feels when we care just for us

Us little things, we summon the unknown,
like we're depressed, and fuck, we feel like we're all
there's life, there are plants, do good, it'll be enough
before they force us to come out of the wrong
hope it won't be late and we'll feel like part of a whole

Got lost in the thoughts, being sad
we're not the only ones we don't know where we're at
bring your good will and start
worth your space, here and now, you're alive

(at least the space you think you belong,
remember you're taking something from the plants, dumb)

Cali
13.03.2020