NOT OURS

Break my heart but please don't kill my hope
There's nothing interesting about me,  I know
I'm such a hollow human being that's all
If I share something it's just all that's wrong 

So come on please leave me alone
Or be with me when I'm just me alone
Hug my soul in my deepest silence
Shut your mouth,  be there,  no one is talking

I've been so wrong opening up at the wrong hours
When it's just time for me and myself
That's just not "ours" 
If I fucked up then go away, I will not follow
When sea is calmed I will miss all and feel so bothered 

To say bad things have brought me here
Feeling so down,  down
For I can't help to control myself in my darkest hour
Then all is left is this feeling,  I'm so embarrassed 
But you should know that time is mine
It's just not ours

So come on please leave me alone and just don't bother
Or be with me,  so silently, like there's no other
Just me and thoughts that you can help 
To drag away just hold my hand cause that is ours

If it's too much for you to take then just don't bother
Cause I don't need nor you don't need
Someone like you,  someone like me
And we can't help to just move on
And give ourselves much better hours
Where there's a space for you and me 
That's just not ours

Not ours
Not ours
I need a space where's there's no you
Not ours
Not ours
Just hold my hand and please shut up
At the darkest hour
Not ours
Not ours
When I'm with me,  be there for me
Get me out of me,  so silently,  at the darkest hour. 

25102016
2:27am